unsettled…

This is a blog that follows my life. My likes, dislikes, my day-to-day, my thoughts and whatever else that might happen. I’m calling this blog unsettled for two reasons:

1. I am an unsettled creature. My spirit is constantly struggling to get through each day as a follower of Christ. Most days (practically every day) I fail in some way or other, but with Christ’s help I am being renewed more and more each day. Sometimes I take two steps back for every one step forward, sometimes I can get a few steps forward before I fall back one or two. My spiritual life is never static, it’s always moving somewhere and with God’s grace it’s moving in the right direction. Until the day I find my self in His everlasting presence I will be unsettled.

2. My purpose on this earth seems to be unsettled. Once I figure out what I thought I was here for it changes into something else. And if I finally figure it out it seems as though God gives me direction to not change my purpose but adds something else to my goals in life. My purpose has been unsettled.

I’m not sure where I will end up, when my life will end and how God will take me through the rest of my days. Each day I live down here will be unsettled until I reach my true home (Heaven, in God’s presence) where I will be unsettled no longer.

[When I speak of being unsettled I mean…changing, complicated, inconstant, unbalanced, uncertain.]